my ae-1 has been doing some strange stuff with framing lately//cutting off shots and overlapping, but i really love it.
that was the strangest trip to cvs i have ever had. hands down.
“mom said to me, “it probably gets pretty lonely to be grandma, dont you think?” i told her, “it probably gets pretty lonely to be anyone.” ///extremely loud and incredibly close
“i stared at the fake stars forever. i invented. i gave myself a bruise. i invented.” ///extremely loud and incredibly close
——-watched thirteen and factory girl today. ——-read/getting ready to keep reading extremely loud and incredibly close. ——-sat outside just thinking. probably going back out in a little while. its too nice not to. goals are looking good so far. i dropped off some film for one hour around four. its now ten and i want to go out and pick them up. i hate waiting....
i’m laughing at myself. so hard. i’m going to throw my hands up, turn around and walk away because i dont know whats left to do. i was ridiculous to think any differently about all of this. but i let myself do it anyway. i say all of this. but i really just dont know. all i’m thinking is: question mark, question mark, question mark, question mark.
well, i am officially overwhelmed with my hasselblad investigation. too many decisions, too many specifics. lots of used options on adorama.com but i just need an expert to tell me whats what. hm———————————
i had some coffee way too late. my eyes are tired but my mind is not. always. i think you’re going out of town again tomorrow, i really dont know. i should. i’ve noticed that you’re putting in a little more effort. why am i so fucking cold? i’m not cold. i’m distant. i’m happy to see you, i talk to you, but i dont take enough time. we dont take enough time. i...
i’m copying every single heartfelt, meaningful entry i’ve posted on this tumblr into a moleskin so that i wont forget what i said, the way i felt, etc. i think i’m finally past the “write it down and rip it out five minutes later” stage. i think i can feel at peace with the words on the page. i have no idea why a silly internet blog is so wildly different than a...
starting my summer goals tomorrow: —goal one: watch one movie a day. —goal two: read one book every week/two weeks. —goal three: enjoy the warm weather every day. —goal four: start painting again, finish the projects i’ve started in the past month or two. and well, thats as far as the list has gotten but its a good start. ____________________________________
WHAT? http://www.youngphotographeroftheyear.com/ digital only for this competition?/// Do you accept film images that I’ve had scanned? No. This competition is only for photographs taken with a digital camera. LAME. screw u guiz dnt n33d u n-e wayz.
so beautiful: http://www.hannahandlandon.com/ ___________________________________________
—i want to drive to georgia, and kentucky and mississippi. i’ve always said that if i take any big trip its going be out of the country before anything else but right now, for some reason, it feels really right for me to check out the quirky, hidden treasures this country has to offer. lord knows i’ve always been obsessed with all the stupid, kitschy, touristy aspects of...
“the hills are alive with celibate cries but you know where you came from, you know where you’re going and you know where you belong you said i was ill, and you were not wrong but i can’t believe that you’d ever care and so, you will never care but these things take time and i know that i’m the most inept that ever stepped oh, the alcoholic afternoons when we sat in...
stupidgirl: callieb: i can not sleep. at all. i feel so incredibly drained and tired but i cant stop thinking. this is kind of miserable. Hi!, uhm. i just wanted to know when and why you are moving to NYC? I want to go there for school but thats not for a year and a half :\ hey there, i’m moving in august to go to the school of visual arts!
smiths: William, It Was Really Nothing — The...
i can not sleep. at all. i feel so incredibly drained and tired but i cant stop thinking. this is kind of miserable.
“what i want is to be needed. what i need is to be indispensable to somebody. who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. somebody addicted to me. a mutual addiction.” ///chuck palahniuk _____________________ pretty honest.
—i’m feeling unusually tired but i can not sleep. —my dad came home today. —every kings of leon album on repeat for hours. —its a nice day, i’m going to go do something in a little while because being in this house all day just isnt good for me. —i want to talk to you.
“images. millions of images. that’s what i eat.” //burroughs
i’m ready for some rain.
i want the copy of aperture that featured sally mann so badly but it was printed a while ago so its not listed in their back issue section/it once was but they sold out of the extrazzzzzzz. ALSO, ryan mcginely needs to print a book that isnt $5869798907900/super rare/limited edition.
tiresome: The Pixies - Dig For Fire one of my...
such a guilty pleasure playlist day/evening. actually the offical playlist is titled// glty pleasurez: thnx 4 da insprtn salz honestly, i think i love usher in a way that i should probably never reveal to people…
someone tell me the best way to clean a scanner??/// no matter what i do, i can not seem to get off all of the dust. itz killn meh.